Love

You know, love is a truly funny thing. I know that's a cliche, but it's true. No body knows how to define it but yet they abuse it every day. What's even more funny is people's reaction to the word. I mean after all it is just a word. Right? Okay so let's just pretend that love is more than a word. Let's say it's a feeling. How do you describe that feeling to someone? How do you describe that feeling to yourself? How do you even know what you're feeling is love? I'm sure there isn't some stomach ache you feel that tells you and I'm sure there's no dream you have at night that tells you either. So how do you know? 

Feeling this way isn't cool especially when the other half won't admit it. Why is he so scared? I'm not. I'm embracing the way I feel. There's just something in me. I can't describe it. I'm so confused. I just wish he were here so we could talk and I could tell him how I feel to his face and see his reaction.